According to Michael Jackson’s personal doctor, the King of Pop used to love his son very much, and often disguised himself as a clown to hunt for women.
Dr. Conrad Murray was Michael Jackson’s personal physician during the last 3 years of his life. He was imprisoned for 2 years for being indirectly responsible for Michael Jackson’s death. In his newly released book: This Is It: The Secret Lives of Dr. Conrad Murray and Michael Jackson , he revealed many shocking information about the life of the Heal the World singer before his death.

Want to marry 5 year old girl

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Dr Murray said he was very concerned when he saw Michael Jackson obsessed with marrying his goddaughter, after a long time of love when she was only 5 years old.

In addition, the pop star also showed a special interest in Mr. Murray’s son, to the point that the male singer kept a portrait of the baby on his bedside table and on the piano so he could look at it every day.

Discovering this, Mr. Murray’s wife did not allow Michael Jackson to be alone with the boy.

“I had to look Michael over to make sure he was ‘safe’, because I had my little boy, Che. When Michael met him, he loved him. He even ran his hand through his hair and said how beautiful his hair was,” said Murray.

Michael Jackson's Secret Life Revealed in Pictures 2Dr Murray said Michael Jackson was obsessed with marrying his goddaughter Harriet (middle) when she was only 5 years old. Photo: DailyMail
That’s why he said the collection of child pornography found in Michael’s apartment at Neverland Ranch did not surprise him. He also confirmed that the star had a hobby of collecting dolls, but insisted that he never used them for pornographic purposes because he was afraid.

“When I saw that picture, I said to myself, ‘My God, what are they doing?’ It was just a joke. If you go into Jackson’s bedroom, there are a lot of dolls and a lot of pictures of children that fans gave him. There were a lot of dolls that Jackson bought and collected himself, but I don’t think he used them for pornographic purposes.”

Disguise yourself to go “hunting” for girls
According to the book, Michael Jackson was fascinated by anorexia. “He wanted women who looked like skeletons. Very skinny.” However, he had no intention of dating these women, but simply saw them as entertainment.

In his self-published book, Mr Murray said that at the end of his life, he was the only friend the King of Pop had. They often traveled around Las Vegas in disguise, looking for women to entertain.

“One time, I was dressed casually and Michael pretended to limp to play the role of someone who had had a stroke. Another time, he was dressed as a clown,” he said, adding that the star had also had sex with a group of female security guards at the hotel.

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Michael Jackson once revealed many things to Dr. Murray and wanted him to tell those stories later. Photo: Mirror.co.uk
When asked why he decided to reveal so many details about Michael Jackson’s life, Mr. Murray said that Jackson told him many stories and wanted him to tell them later.

“Jackson felt like he was carrying a burden because he was carrying so many secrets. Jackson once said he was a person who could see future events and said to me: ‘Murray, from now until the end of my life, my life and yours will be inseparable. I am a person who can see the future, then you will see’.

That’s why I decided to write this book. It’s been seven years since Jackson died and my life was a disaster,” Murray said.

“I’m innocent”

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After the death of the Black or White singer , Dr. Murray was found guilty of causing his death by giving Michael Jackson a deadly cocktail of drugs. He was convicted of manslaughter and sentenced to two years in prison.

Murray now says he is innocent. “I never gave Michael anything that would kill him. I loved him. I still love him, and I always will,” he says.

Contrary to medical authorities’ claims that Michael Jackson was clinically dead when he was taken to the hospital, Mr. Murray insisted that the star was still alive at the time. He sat for hours at the UCLA Medical Center hoping that Jackson would regain consciousness, but to no avail.

“I did everything I could to wake Jackson up. I don’t know how long he was out and what happened. People have criticized me for giving him anesthesia and leaving him alone, but that’s not true. I was wrongly convicted,” Murray said.

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Dr. Murray in court in 2011. Photo: Getty Images
He also confirmed that when he became a world-class star, Michael Jackson always had to live under stress and pressure. Having to use protofol (a strong sedative) to sleep well every night made Michael Jackson addicted, and he died suddenly after an overdose.

Mr. Murray said that although Jackson was mentally exhausted, he never talked about ending his life. In addition, his decision to undergo plastic surgery and change his skin color also contributed to bringing him closer to death.

“Maybe Jackson was so traumatized in his life that when he looked in the mirror he wanted to see a different image. This decision to change his skin color made Jackson susceptible to cancer because his body was no longer able to produce melanin.”

The sudden death ended the glorious life of the King of Pop, left behind countless controversies surrounding his true identity, and put an end to the career of his only close friend at the end of his life: Conrad Murray.